Thoughts regarding inner turmoil about your sexuality; Did you have any? Did it escalate to self-injury or suicidal thoughts?
My biggest thought in it all was thinking I could change it. I thought that if I dated enough guys Id find one that would make this whole sexuality deal change.
The more I found that that wasn't the case, the more I hated myself for not being normal.
It did lead to self injury but never was I suicidal. It was just easier to cover a mental/emotional pain with a physical one.
Im glad to say that hurt myself is no longer the case and neither is inner turmoil. I love who I am and wouldn't trade it for the world.
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